I'm back here again.
My debit card expired and I hadn't updated anything connected to it, so a few things expired with it. If it wasn't essential I just let it go, intentionally, for a bit. I'm a terribly disorganized person so I let things go without meaning to pretty often, but sometimes allowing things to drift away feels lovely.
Things are getting busy. I made commitments a while back that are now coming to call. I'm still staying up late, like I did over the holidays. My body couldn't afford it then and definitely can't afford it now. I need to stop doing that.
I dropped the concept of resolutions a long time ago. I just don't function in that way. I have to approach everything sideways. But for a whole host of reasons I'm focusing on finishing longstanding projects in the craft room as well as starting a few new ones to use up materials. I'm making a huge sampler quilt. Struggling with perfectionism. Planning to paint walls and buy new shelves.
Beginning again, again.
